Brief Lucidity

A Waxing Gibbous Moon at 71% in Leo. I don’t particularly enjoy crying, and yet, now that I cannot cry, I miss the testimony of my tears—the welling of my eyes and the warm streaming relief. Now my eyes are stinging, burning sand wastes. Slowly my body dries and crumbles around me. I try and…Read more

Waxing crescent 43% in Cancer. As I sit propped up in my bed headphones on listening to The Smiths, I reflect on the nature of my habits. I genuinely enjoy writing so why do I let myself slip out of my daily writing? Once I stop I can find a million reasons not to begin…Read more

A Waning Gibbous Moon at 87.2% in Aries. I am feeling pretty great today, very accomplished. Completing many tasks from my list of to-dos today definitely lightened my anxiety. Tomorrow is centered around completing one house chore, Writing for an hour, continue to learn a new skill. Jupiter appears to be doing much better, he…Read more

Waning Gibbous 95.1% in Aries. The Autumnal Equinox is a time of change, and of balance. The day and night are of equal length. The following days slowly wane and the nights slowly wax. Colors change, temperatures shift, and there is a stirring all around us. The plants prepare during Autumn; drawing their energies from…Read more

Waning Gibbous Moon at 98.5% in Aries Today was a very productive day. I sent the Yeedi on his way to vacuum and mop the house while I attempted to contact the DMV yet again about our registration issue. I spent the entire day trying unsuccessfully to contact an actual person regarding my whole messed-up…Read more

Full Moon at 100% in Pisces Today following our hectic weekend I welcomed the day to rest and take time to take part in my creative endeavors. I spent time watching Startrek Voyager and knitting my anxiety caterpillars. I also played with Jupiter relishing in his replenished energy. I will take this moon and imbue…Read more

Friday Waxing Gibbous at 87% in Aquarius Saturday Waxing Gibbous 93% in Aquarius Sunday Waxing Gibbous at 87% in Pisces This whole weekend was a mix of fun and horror. It started off with my Corgi Jupiter having an extreme case of colitis earlier in the week that we had been treating on the Vet’s…Read more

Waxing Gibbous at 78% in Capricorn ♑. The Full Moon grows ever closer. While showering this evening I scrubbed my scalp with my fingertips, and as my fingers glided through my hair they began to catch the loose strays. I rolled the stray strands in my palms and thought. Can you spin human hair? I…Read more

Waxing Gibbous Moon at 68% in Capricorn ♑. Even as the nights cool the days are filled with heat, smoke, and ash. The world seems to be burning or drowning. I open the windows in the evening, even if it is not recommended. I need the cool flowing air to clear the stale warm air…Read more

First Quarter Moon at 57% in Capricorn ♑️. Why is it that when the moon is in and earth sign I experience significant psychological crisis? An overwhelming sense of incompetence and existential dread. Waking from dreams of my rotting cracking teeth full of debris. Most people have stress dreams of missing appointments, classes, and showing…Read more